

This is the window I look out of when Iβm at my desk. You can see the edges of the gold velvet curtains. My husband chose them. I used to think they were a bit much, but now I love closing them in the evening, feeling Iβm getting ready for The Masque of the Red Death. People always walk in and say, βYour studyβs big!β I got lucky. This was the main family room, it even has a fire. My husband does his work in an unheated sleepout.
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The wisteria gets a bit triffidy, we donβt cut it back enough. It blooms purple. I think the woman who lived here before us really loved the colour purple. The bed in front of the verandah is full of hellebores and irises. Even the roses are purple. Theyβre quite psychedelic when theyβre out. There are one or two tiny nests in the wisteria, perfectly balanced on tendrils. The birds are taking over, to be honest. Finches and swifts. Dive-bombing, fighting, feeding. You couldnβt even have a conversation out there last summer, the chicks were so loud. We need to assert ourselves, but it feels a bit late now.Β
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When Iβm working, I stop and look out the window a lot. Before we came here, I wasnβt ever conscious of wanting to keep my view the same. But I love all the different greens, the gradations of light and the seasonal change. Itβs very soothing, having the same components to get used to. Especially when youβre writing. Itβs good to look up, and see real, solid things. By late November, the tΕ«Δ« start getting all up in the kΕwhai tree. You see them flashing, hear the liquidy calls. Iβll stand up and go to the window for tΕ«Δ«. Getting to watch them feels like winning a prize.Β
Noelle McCarthy makes podcasts at Bird of Paradise and her memoir Grand is out now through Penguin Random House.
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